Dee:

Last day of holidays:
-met Sherry on bus and went to city
-met with some of her friends and watched them get haircut
-ate lunch at some restaurant in Elizabeth Arcade ~ pretty sure we took the table ophie had been on 20 mins earlier.
-went to cue city & met with danny, miles and salina.
-walked to Hazel tea and listened to music/chat.
-sherry went grocery shopping then home
-went tops to meet with kyle.
-had a wasabi eating contest with kyle and miles LOL
-bummed around myer centre for an hour before we all went home.
Today:
-back to school =.=
-in kitchen at 6.00, cooking til 1.00 =[
-now home and sleepy.

hate myself for the way i have been feeling lately. . . but at the same time i can't see myself feeling any other way. i miss the old days , when everything was simple and easy . . . even though we thought it was hard and confusing. miss when i woke up with a smile on my face, when i felt warm ~ even if it was 10degrees and i was in a singlet. I miss when i didn't have to fake my happiness.

Dee:

Been a busy few days (y)
-cut my hair. [cut mullet in half and died it red]. apparently my hair is purple in the dark . . . FML lol

-spent day out on friday with kenneth, sandra and carole going high-heel shopping . . . [nothing gay] .

-saw diem in city with the wax in her hair L O L ! !! !!! made me laugh so much (a)

-went to kougis for huy and kenneth to get their hair cuts

-had hanaichi for dinner with steven, elaine, kristen, quan, kwarn, kenneth, kathy, huy.

-spent entire day saturday at southbank for Quans birthday bbq. got tipsey off beer. . . ROFL

-met with courtney in morning ~ finally got my i-pod back off her after 3-4 months =.=

-diem dogged me . . . H M P H

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Dee is now EMPLOYED!

fcuk yeah x]

i am now a representative for style-asia

i should have a page up on this blog shortly with items i have for sale

and i will put up an album on my fb as well (Y)

anyways, hope everyones had a good start to their holidays !

gg to me , mine are over already =[

sometimes i wish i wasn't an apprentice chef =/

mhmm , ladaz 8D

show me that you love me . .

Jen:

btw.

i think this is true. :D

Duy says:

*suits mean a lot

*LOL

*walk around city in casual and bump into someone

*and they'll say, "watch your fucking step, fucking asian".

*walk around city with that suit and bump into someone

*and they'll say, "oh sorry sir my bad, i wasnt watching".

CHYEAH (Y)

Jen:

I don’t understand how we can have a loving relationship when all we do is scream at each other’s faces. Smashed vases, the spitting, the screaming, the swearing; sigh. Every time it’s over a ridiculous issue, maybe something one person doesn’t like or agree with. There’s always a period where the house is completely still, silent and seems like it is completely abandoned. I’m just sitting here by myself in this lonely room trying to create a child-like solution to end all of this. How can I just pretend it’s some sort of fairytale. Like seriously. So fucking naive. In the other room, she is balling her eyes out, trapped within her emotions. The other person, however, walks into her room and asks her why the hell is she crying about and giving her more shit. For Christ’s sake she’s only 14. Do you expect her to understand what this situation is all about? ... I feel like there is no hope. Maybe the next day, we will all pretend like it has never happened. But deep inside us is the ball of guilt. Fuck, I wish you could go away and leave us alone. Fuck you. However, we’re all related by blood, we live under the same roof so we all just gotta deal with it. Someday we’ll work it out together. Someday...

Dee:

holiday is boring
going to miles' house to watch movies (y)
then maybe sunnybank :D
ladaz"
thankyou for staying . means alot >< . better be missing me :P IFLY x

Jen:

I wish it wasn't raining. It looks so gloomy, but I'm going out to the city today for korean bbq and karaoke. Nice $17 for all you can eat :D

I just texted Jake. Told him to meet up at sb busway at 10.15 but i think that's way too early AND i have no idea where my mum is. She's supposed to drive to do inala at 9. So i changed it to meet up at 11 instead. I'm leaning towards my laptop with my elbows on my thighs and typing this. I think I've still got the morning mood so I'm really lazy to get up and sit up straight haha :) My blanket is so warm D:

Yesterday, I've been watching movies. All day.

Click - Alright. kinda cried at the end. COME ON GUYS ! I'm pretty sure one of you has cried watching the end of the movie.

Pink Pantha 1 & 2 - the best (Y)

Ninja Assassin - Alright.. there was heaps of blood and guts though.. o_o

The superhero movie - pretty funny.. but n ot really 5 star funny

The soloist - Pretty good o_o

-yawns- so tired. where's dee :O he should blog :)

Jen:

Yum Last Day of school. AND I WENT TO SCHOOL LOL.

Swear, there was 17 Years 11s there. =/ I was supposed to stay home and sleep in.

But I went because of YOU , kaja :D.. We just did some code-cracking worksheet, watched Kick-Ass on kaja's macbook and camwhored (cuz we were bored).

After school, I went to busway to meet with Jake. Haha he always waits ages for me, and we only see eachother for like.. 5 minutes until my bus arrives. Such a sweetheart <3>

Went on my bus, slept for most of the time. Walked home. Found a bracelet on the path o_o.. Yes I kept it. Haha.. No one took it so i did o_o..

Came home.. Mum had argument with my sister.. My sister started raging about how my mum cleaned her room without permission.. >_> her room is a hole.. there's like bits of everything everywhere. No wonder my mum cleaned it. My mum threw away some pieces of paper from her room. So my sister threw a tantrum wtf .. she chucked things everywhere and started crying and screaming.. didn't know 14 year olds still do that haha.. I asked her why she needs the piece of paper so much.. and she starts screaming and says its hers. wtf o_o.. After, my mum asked if she could swap comps with my sister.. then they started arguing again .. I asked my mum why she needs it, then my mum turned to me and started to scream and say how selfish I am and shit all. I was like.. "wtf.. i didn't even do anything, why are you screaming at me for.. go scream at my sister" ... Geez.. I was also helping them to calm down but they just swear and rage at me ..

Nice family (Y)

Dee:

All i can really say is wtf.
arent you the one who wanted things to stop ?
arent you the one who made the decision?
why now are you telling people you cant forget me?
that you cant get over me . . .
are you that brain fcuked ?
I took your advice, i moved on ~ and im happy.
i have someone who treats me alot better then you ever did
so why the fcuk do this now ?
i've erased you from my life , and it is going to stay that way.
take your own advice.
you arent my problem anymore
go be someone elses (y)

Dee:

hmm , been a long weekend =.=
friday ~ cooking all morning , then met up with Kenneth , Jing , Miles & Junwen .
-had a pretty epic time in this korean restaurant ~ XD basically all 5 of us went in , and the restaurant managers face lit up. he opened up the upstairs section just so that we could sit together and gave us 5 menus. he didnt know Kenneth was the only one eating haha ! !! !!!
Kenneth ended up getting his food cold , in the wrong bowl , and with an uncooked egg. ROFLMAO . In the end Kenneth raged at the manager and we just stood at the front laughing.
-Then went to watch "The Other Guys" with Kathy, Kenneth, Huy and Ben? [forgot his name]. Pretty good movie L O L. laughed my ass off.
-Found out my grandfather had a heart attack and was in a coma.
-Went to Tee's and watched movies all night
saturday ~ Woke up and went to city with Quan.
-met up with lan and got the stuff i ordered off the net from him (y)
-played some pool then drove to NSW to see grandfather.
-decided to turn off the machine, instead of waiting to see if he'd ever wake up .
-got home depressed and slept all day
Sunday ~ slept
- msn , fb , movies , sleep . shit day

hmmm , thats it.
and btw - you are fcukn getting on my nerves . there are days . . . i wish i never fcukn met you. why cant you just GTFO ? fcukn ba po ! Diu lei ! Fei gei cheung ! Hui sei (y) Funny how you play innocent , saying your life isnt easy coz guys are always falling for you . Maybe you could try not flirting with every fcukn guy you meet . Gai ! Go play with traffic .

anywayssssss :D

Who's up for Piranha 3D this friday ? =]
bby , i miss you . thankyou for putting up with my bad temper this week =/ wo ai ni x]
btw , congrats to Jake And Jen (y)
wish you guys the best of luck together !
Ladaz

Jen:

Hello readers,

I haven't blogged in a while. Been busy with a billion and one exams and assignments. Everyone else's has finished last week :( Lucky.. :O I did four maths exams last week. Joy. But early this week, I was able to get back my results.

Maths B - KAP 41/44 ; MAP X X D X

Maths C - KAP 30/40; MAP X X D B .. so far so good for maths c...

A few hours ago, I was able to finish my Chemistry EEI. YES! 2 months hard work DONE. I love that feeling. Don't you? :) But that's not all. I have 2 Physics exams, 1 Biology exam, English Draft, Maths C and B Draft all due this week, along with 1 Biology ERT, English Final, and Maths Assignments due next term. That means I have to complete them early this holiday in order to go out D: .. I've been blessed with 3 tutors and studied hard to help me get where I am. I'm so happy :] I thank my hardworking mum for everything and to help me get into State High. Love that school :D!

So many things have occurred this week. Many people have passed away.. This includes:

My friend's Grandparents,

Friends including Monica Nguyen, a beloved friend to many,

and

a motorcyclist who was in a car accident just outside State High's school gates.

These events have saddened so many people.

May you Rest In Peace.

I think these events have happened for a reason. Sure, it seems like God has taken the innocent and good people away from us, but it is life and life does involves birth to a newborn and even.. death. Many of us are thinking that it is extremely unfair, but there are always unexpected things happening around the corner. It also makes me about how numerous people take life for granted. I understand the ones who have tried to take their own life away by suicide.. or self harm, but is it really worth it? There are many reasons why you were born to live.. Age, religion, race and gender don't matter. Let's at life with a completely different perspective.

Life is a challenge. Meet it.

Life is a gift. Accept it.

Life is an adventure. Dare to do it.

Life is a duty. Perform it.

Life is a mystery. Unfold it.

Life is a game. Play it.

Life is a song. Sing it.

Life is an opportunity. Take it.

Life is a journey. Complete it.

Life is a promise. Fulfill it.

Life is a love. Love it.

Life is a beauty. Praise it.

Life is a spirit. Realize it.

Life is a struggle. Fight it.

Life is a puzzle. Solve it.

Life is a goal. Achieve it.

Life is a soul. Guide it.

Life is a teacher. Learn from it.

We are born to achieve extraordinary things.

Why am I telling you this? Because I want you all to get the most out of life. Don't take it for granted. This also accounts for the people who complain about little things or even chucking a sook about it. Haha. Appreciate what you already have. When you compare yourself to the most unfortunate people in the world, you are already, VERY, lucky.

Enjoy your week :]

Dee:

Jen ... how da fcuk you blog so much =.="
anyways , Riverfire . . . LOL
iunno why everyone gets excited about getting to line up for agez , just to stand in a cramped space, while ppl are walking past bumping the shit outta you , just to watch some pieces of burning paper fly around in the sky, then spend the next 30mins-1hr pushing your way out of there , and then trying to get on your bus , which either never comes , or is full like a motherfcuker . . . but hey , maybe thats just me . Woke up early to finish off some accounting with my mum before heading out . watched "tomorrow when the war began", with Danika, Quan & Ellie. Swear i would rather watch finding nemo 100x then sit through that movie again (no joke) ;) . then went to city , played pool , then bummed for AGEZ . eventually , was time for fireworks so yeah , did all that shit i mentioned earlier =.=" oh well , the day had its good parts lol . Oh yeah , and i saw this couple have the funniest arguement while we were in the movies. they were holding hands, the trailer for "the last airbender" came on.
guy: i wanna watch that baby
girl: well find someone else to watch it with you ahaha
guy: fine , i will -lets go of hand-
10 mins later
girl: fineeeee :( -grabs hand-
wahahahaha , whipped much ? whh chhhhh ;)
then yeah , after riverfire i went city , saw friends , ate dinner with Kenneth , then realized i missed my bus and had to wait another 55 mins , so i played tekken x]
sunday ~ most fail day haha
bought dad a $400 jacket , coz i knew he liked it .
Dee: happy fathers day dad -passes jacket-
Dad: oh , thanks -walks off-
(y)
i then slept and stayed in my room the rest of the day. Oh well , i had someone to keep me company :P thnx x]
mhmm , that was my weekend haha . Cant wait for this week to be over so the next one can begin .

mhmm , i love and miss you . tc of yourself ok ?
behave bby :P xxx

Jen:

Did you guys go to riverfire?... :D

So basically, I went to Viet School til midday, came home and found out chem tutor got cancelled. I caught the 110 to the city.. Holy shit. Swear to god, I was the only asian on the bus == the rest are brack keke.

Hmmn.. got there and texted jake.. told me to go cue city.. I saw like a million and one tbs hanging around queen st mall rofl. I walked up the cue city stairs and saw a shit load of people.. I'm thinking to myself.. omg wheres jake ><.. I saw Jerome and stood next to him... I was like "hey" and he was like "hey" and he asked me for Martin's number.... hmmn then Jake called me and he's like "oiiii just keep walking to the end and you`ll see me". As I walked down, everyone playing pool was staring at me T_T chyeah I felt so uncomfortable. YAY i saw him .. he was with 3 girls and 2 guys o_O.. jake told me to vs them girls in pool but no i suck heaps so i only played a little bit.

Afterwards, me and jake walked down to queen st mall and i told him to get me an easyway :D.. i ordered lychee relish tea with pearls and the chick happened to make me a large cup o_o.. (i never ordered large).. and so he payed ahaha. We then walked to Tops and stood there watching people play mt and tekken. As I slowly sipped my easyway, I saw a few guys from my school haha.. and my ex, his brother, his friend.. and jorell lols. HI JORELL. yes sorry i didnt say hi last night because i thought you didn't recognise me =/ well anyways the lady that worked at tops told me to step outside of the game place cuz i was holding a drink.. Jake told me to put it behind the counter but i was like.. nah.. == THEN i played that shooting game.. forgot wats it called.. but its similar to cod ..

Then, we went upstairs at TimeZone and i saw tuan :D we were kicking eachother most of the time, while jake was playing tekken with his friend... I called Dee and told him to come and say hi. Took him like.. 15 mins or something T_T "oh i was at starbucks" >_>.. anyways he was with danika. haha shes so quiet ^^ After standing there watching people play mt and shiz for 30 mins, me and jake decided to go karaoke just to kill time. I asked Dee to come but he was like giving me a shifty face T^T and hes like "next time :)" . DOGGGGG!!!!!!!! haha kidding. And so we walked to cue city and, again, made Jake pay $25 kekekeke dw i`ll shout you back next time.. The korean lady told us to go into room 1 or soemthing o_O what a big room for just 2 people.. jake didnt sing.. he just picked songs for me =/.. so i was in the middle of singing and the lady opened the door and was like "sorry .. theres many people outside.. can you please turn down the volume?..". dude... i was barely singing.. == 10 mins later the lady told us to move to room 3 .. it was smaller LOL. hmmn we're just picking songs right.. and we can hear the girl in the next room sing really loudly and .. bad .......... LOL. We then ran out of songs to sing.. man the karaoke here is so shit compared to the ones in sydney. In sydney the songs get updated like each week or something.. Our karaoke time was up so we walked out. I saw serena, martin, allen etc etc haha. We walked around a bit and i happened to see Kien CHYEAH :D

We walked from the city to southbank. LOL OMG ! there were two drunk brack guys and they were talking about their cousins from around the world and jake was imitating them ahahahah ! man you should`ve been there. it was funny as !! First guy:"I`ve got.. cousins. From around the world. They're everywhere.." Other guy: "Yeah, my uncles and aunties are around the world too".. so basically they were talking about their relatives non-stop.. We got into the gate and the security guy was like "can you open your bag?" (jake opens my bag).. Guy:can i see under it? (jake lift up the bag).. Guy: no .. can i see whats under the things (jakes lift up bag) LOL. Guy: -rolls eyes and looks inside the bag and sees my bottle of water) guy: you have to drink it before you enter or empty it out in the bin....

Well we didnt care and just walked off ahahah. We walked and found a spot to stand.. then our view got ruined by some kid on his dad's back, some lady in front of me and a couple of trees == During fireworks the lady kept saying "WICKEEDDD".. "THE FIREWORKS ARE WICKEEEDD".. "WHOAA WICKEDDDDD" ffs. and she was dancing and shit as well. me and jake were like.. "derp derp".

After that, me and him walked off to try and get reception on our fones to call our parents/sisters. OMG SUCH SHITTY RECEPTION!!! couldnt call anyone for shit ==. Jake let me use his phone to call my mum .. omg she was like raging at me and telling me why i didnt pick up the fone.. and i was like "I CALLED YOU 10 TIMES. ITS THE RECEPTIONS FAULT" oh well at least i found then afterwards haha ^^..

Well thats all. I'm SO TIRED ! Talk to you soon :)